The Mind of Binge Eating Disorder
So, a lot has happened in my life since my last blog post. I had to leave the church I called home, because of some things that happened that I am not ready to talk about yet. This has taken a huge toll on me. Right before we left, I had a partial hysterectomy due to complications taking place after my miscarriage. So no more children for us. It feels like loss after loss keeps hitting me. Leaving my church meant losing my youth leader position and losing my kids that I came to love so much. I feel like I lost my calling and my purpose. Actually I am not even sure I am called to be a youth pastor. I was told by someone I had trusted that I was gifted with teens. When you see this person tell other leaders the same thing then turn around say otherwise behind their back, it is hard to trust their words at all. So here I am. No rhyme, reason, or purpose except a mother and wife. Maybe that's exactly where God want...