Perfect Me, Perfect You

  I had a complete revelation today.  God has really been opening my eyes to a lot of truth.  I've been asking for it, so I'm thankful for all this knowledge.  Have you noticed in society today the lack of maturity?  I mean seriously, you have adults acting like children.  The world has coddled us so much that we don't even know how to deal with problems anymore.   I was just thinking about why I can't stand myself at times.  I started thinking about maybe it's guilt over things.  Suddenly my mind started going back months, then 5 years and 10 years.  Yeah I have guilt because I still haven't forgiven myself for things having to do with exes and parents and friends.  You know why?  I never dealt with the issues.  I have so much unforgiveness towards myself that it has turned into worthlessness and hate within myself.  Society doesn't tell you to face your problems.  Society tells you to drink and do dr...

  I really believe God is taking me on a journey to love myself.  I'm here and willing and waiting for His plan to unfold in my life, but I still need some fine tuning.  If we're honest, we are always going to need fine tuning, up until He calls us home.  Anyway, I know I said before that God was convicting me about makeup and I have worn it once since then.  My church had a big event and I was scared to not wear it lol.  Honestly, I get anxious when I'm around people without makeup.  That's a big red flag right there and I understand why God told me not to wear it.   No woman should ever feel like she has to wear makeup all the time to be beautiful.  I struggled before going to church though.  I'm struggling with acne right now and I feel I look hideous.  I can't look in the mirror without saying something hurtful or negative.  You need to fix this and do that and you really need to just stop eating, etc.  It's...