Dreaming...
I don't know if you've caught wind of it yet, but I'm a big Joyce Meyers fan. I don't know what I'd do if I got to meet her in person. I've been able to relate to her so much from her past. She's open and honest about everything. Her books and videos have changed my life. All glory goes to God though and I know she'd say the same. I would love to thank her for allowing God to use her to change lives. I know how hard it is to surrender and let God do the work. My dream is to one day follow in her footsteps and speak to the world.
As you know, I love writing. I love passing on things that I learn. I get super excited when God leads me to a breakthrough. You can ask my brother Dave, he's always the first to know what God has shown me lol. Love you big brother! In those moments of revelation, the excitement I feel, it's probably on the same level as skydiving lol. I just love when God reveals something to me. I look back to see how far I've come and I can't believe it! All because I gave my life to God. Even though I struggle day to day to give up control of my life, He still works and uses me. I used to think I needed to be perfect for God to use me, and that's 100% false. As long as you can hear God's voice, He can use you anywhere at anytime.
Being a stay at home mom is difficult. Today is actually a vacation day! Tyler is at school and Ethan is napping currently. This is really nice lol. It's hard to remember your purpose some days. A lot of times I tell Mike he can stay home and I'll go to work, that backfires 100% of the time lol. I know this is where God needs me. I have a purpose staying home with my kids. As I learned yesterday, my job right now is to teach them about God and obviously raise them to be good, caring, loving human beings. I love my boys so much though. A lot of times when I pray with Tyler at night, I let a few tears slip as I thank God for them. Tyler squeezes my hand extra tight and I peek and see him with a big smile. I pray that they always know how much I love them despite my bad days.
Some days like today, I daydream about what our future holds. Where will we be in 10 years? I hope that I'm walking in God's footsteps and fulfilling my destiny. I believe that my future will contain writing of some sort and like I said, hopefully speaking. I look at that and get a little nervous. I do have stage fright lol. I sing on the worship team at church and get super nervous if I have a solo part. What's funny though is I want to sing solo's all the time, but my nerves get the best of me. This is when God whispers, "where you are weak, I am strong." I love this reassurance because that means that I can do anything! "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Doesn't that make the future unlimited? I actually might be thinking quite small about my future and what God has in store! This makes it even more exciting!
Today isn't too exciting, I haven't lost my marbles or had a meltdown lol. Today I'm going to enjoy each moment and cherish it. After all, the next moment is the future filled with unlimited possibilities!
As you know, I love writing. I love passing on things that I learn. I get super excited when God leads me to a breakthrough. You can ask my brother Dave, he's always the first to know what God has shown me lol. Love you big brother! In those moments of revelation, the excitement I feel, it's probably on the same level as skydiving lol. I just love when God reveals something to me. I look back to see how far I've come and I can't believe it! All because I gave my life to God. Even though I struggle day to day to give up control of my life, He still works and uses me. I used to think I needed to be perfect for God to use me, and that's 100% false. As long as you can hear God's voice, He can use you anywhere at anytime.
Being a stay at home mom is difficult. Today is actually a vacation day! Tyler is at school and Ethan is napping currently. This is really nice lol. It's hard to remember your purpose some days. A lot of times I tell Mike he can stay home and I'll go to work, that backfires 100% of the time lol. I know this is where God needs me. I have a purpose staying home with my kids. As I learned yesterday, my job right now is to teach them about God and obviously raise them to be good, caring, loving human beings. I love my boys so much though. A lot of times when I pray with Tyler at night, I let a few tears slip as I thank God for them. Tyler squeezes my hand extra tight and I peek and see him with a big smile. I pray that they always know how much I love them despite my bad days.
Some days like today, I daydream about what our future holds. Where will we be in 10 years? I hope that I'm walking in God's footsteps and fulfilling my destiny. I believe that my future will contain writing of some sort and like I said, hopefully speaking. I look at that and get a little nervous. I do have stage fright lol. I sing on the worship team at church and get super nervous if I have a solo part. What's funny though is I want to sing solo's all the time, but my nerves get the best of me. This is when God whispers, "where you are weak, I am strong." I love this reassurance because that means that I can do anything! "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Doesn't that make the future unlimited? I actually might be thinking quite small about my future and what God has in store! This makes it even more exciting!
Today isn't too exciting, I haven't lost my marbles or had a meltdown lol. Today I'm going to enjoy each moment and cherish it. After all, the next moment is the future filled with unlimited possibilities!
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